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Sunday, October 26, 2014

Taking stock , 10.26.14

Oh, motivation and inspiration, where have you gone?! I'm thinking I need a little getaway or something, but I know that is not happening in the near future, so I thought 'taking stock' again would kick start or jump start something...anything. So here it goes:

making... baptism banner for baby G., more Blumenhof goods
cooking...comfort food-chicken stew, ham and beans, soup, cornbread
drinking...flavored decaf coffees, lemon green tea, some great old wine
reading...about formative assessments (I know-BORING!) and soon to be reading this
wanting...to be motivated and inspired
looking...back (too much, as it's that time of the year again)
playing...with Peanut and baby G.
deciding...where to set up my easel, as I'm feeling the need to paint again (just not sure what)
wishing...for motivation and inspiration
enjoying...the company of my family
waiting...for motivation and inspiration
liking...my routine
wondering...too much
loving...M.
pondering...too much
considering...too much
hoping...for motivation and inspiration
coveting...Eddie and Falicia's engagement pictures- SO good!
helping...with Peanut and Baby G. when I can; my students every day
feeling...unmotivated and uninspired- but otherwise, pretty damn good :)
hearing...my cat meowing (after 12 long days of being "lost" in the basement, surviving on toilet water!)
needing...motivation and inspiration (do you see a trend here?!) and new shoes (still!)
following... this artist, love her work
noticing... more and more of Peanut's perfectly clear words :)
knowing..."every little thing gonna be alright"
thinking...always, too much
admiring...my kids- always
smelling...coffee, comfort foods
wearing ...warmer clothes, layers, socks, boots

Twill tape labels on my Blumenhof goods. Love them!


Baby G's baptsim day with his godparents, Eddie and Falicia

My girl and her boys.

It only took 4 months for Little Man to hold him for the first time!

This part of a baptism always gets to me.

Baptism banner

This crazy cat, Marty McFly.

Can't wait for this day.  photo by Abi Elaine Photography

My girl turned 31 yesterday :)


This made our Thursday night last week :)


Yeah, it's that time of year again. A very melancholy week. But balanced,this year, by some great things to celebrate :)


Well, hopefully 'taking stock' will do the trick and kick start that much needed motivation and inspiration. Wish me luck! And have a great week!  Juli

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Snippets, 9.28.14

Snippets of this weekend and last :)






1. Little Man and my dad
2. Baby G. playing with Eddie's "hair"
3. Little Man and his Sister
4. Slow progress
5. Baby G.'s tiny foot
6. Baby G. sound asleep
7. and our Peanut

Friday, September 26, 2014

Lately...9.27.14

Lately... (inspired by a post on this blog: A Simple Life Afloat)

Eating-fresh bruschetta with gluten free toast
Yum! Bruschetta... one of my favorites. Tomatoes courtesy of M.T. :)

Adventuring- not nearly enough
Drinking- red zinfandel, rooibos tea
Reading- tutorials on mandala and mendhi designs
Watching- Bill Maher, 12 Years a Slave, Dallas Buyer's Club
Listening to- Amos Lee (listen here)
Thinking about- closing my Etsy shop and selling via Ebay
Disliking- re-writing curriculum (again!)
Appreciating- my parents, my co-workers
Laughing at- Eddie's stories (for 25 years and counting!)
Eddie- with another captive audience :)

Loving- oh, my gosh...my kids and grandkids
A day spent with my kids = a perfect day.


And...
Anticipating- watching our Little Man play some golf
Learning- to be less anxious (finally!)
Making- more apple crisp, onesies, pillows







And, tomorrow,  I get to spend the day with this little guy...
Our little Baby G.
How lucky am I?  Have a great weekend!  Juli


Monday, September 15, 2014

Lately...9.14.14


Lately, I've been ...

Drawing with Peanut- here, he drew a picture of "Dad" (bottom), Mommy (top) and the letter "A" to the left :)

Breaking out Little Man's old toys...

and puzzles..




and reading Mommy's 

and Little Man's old books.


and concentrating so hard on our painting :)

I've also been enjoying our family dinner nights.

This night was perfect for chili :)

It's a tight fit in our little place, but no one seems to mind.


And when the house is empty, I've been plugging right along on my Blumenhof goods...

brushing up on my knitting in preparation to start on my sweater.

and realizing that I've made a lot of embroidery patterns over the last couple of years. Oh, my!

And, yesterday, I tried my hand at a creative little portrait. (And realizing that the little(?) smile lines, aka wrinkles, on the sides of my mouth actually stay there even when I'm not smiling. Dang!) But, I cut Eddie out of this picture, so it doesn't count! I'll try again another time.

All was not lost, though. I thought it was very cool how the landscape was reflected in the granite.

And, of course, the view is as beautiful as ever. But, it seemed especially pretty yesterday.



Have a great week!   Juli

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Blogging with a purpose. 9.6.14

Before this post actually begins, I want to encourage anyone out there who has a blog, to take the time to do this. I started this post on August 31st and am just now finishing on September 6th! It really made me think- about where the blog has been and where it is headed and about where my Olive and Ash "shop" has been and where it's headed. I've always felt the need for it all to be more cohesive and coming up with a purpose statement has really brought a lot of disconnected ideas together (in my head, anyway!) and helped me eliminate what isn't important. I hope it helps!

 Inspired by this post, I have been trying to come up with a purpose statement for this little blog space. It started out as a space to coincide with my daily (or, rather, weekly) paintings a couple of summers ago. But, over time, it has become a way to show readers what inspires me and what motivates me to try to grow my little Olive and Ash Studio (still in it's infancy, it seems, after more than two years!), which now includes some craft along with the art. Life definitely gets in the way of making and creating, so out of  this need to wrap my head around the "life stuff", this space has also become a sort of personal journal. (And, I have to say, it has been very therapeutic for me.)
From these ideas I have come to the conclusion that this space serves two purposes. One is for you, the reader. I think everyone has the ability to help another person, even if it's just by sharing their story. So my story- whether it's about making, grieving, moving, being inspired or uninspired, motivated or unmotivated, etc., will, hopefully,  help someone else out there who stumbles upon this space.  I know, from experience, that people feel less "lost" or "alone" if they know someone else out there has had the same thought, experience, etc. The second is for me and the people in my life. If this space is nothing else, it serves as a document of my thoughts, ideas and experiences. Because, as Meryl Streep says in The Bridges of Madison County "As one gets older, ones fears subside. What becomes more and more important is to be known. Known for all that you were during this brief stay." (Love that movie, by the way!) 



So....with all that being said, here is my purpose statement for the blog:

Olive and Ash will be a vehicle to help others by giving me the space to discuss what inspires me and motivates me to create and make. It will be a way to help others see that anything and everything, however big or small, can be a source of inspiration and motivation. And it will be a place to showcase pieces that I create- pieces that have the craftsmanship and significance to become a treasured possession or family heirloom.

And here is my purpose statement for myself:

Olive and Ash will be a place to document my thoughts and ideas. Writing these things down helps me to "mentally organize", which, in turn, helps me be more productive. Sharing these thoughts and ideas may help others who are reading and helps me by keeping me accountable to act on them.  Acting on them will help me realize the lofty goals I have for Olive and Ash- as a reliable source of retirement income and an artistic outlet, so that, one day, the things that I have made and left behind will be my way of "being known". 
 
Have a great evening!  Juli

 

Monday, August 25, 2014

A new goal- knitting :)

I have to admit, I haven't been inspired by much lately. I know I should be making or painting something, but other things-family, work, home- just seem more important right now.  But....I have recently been inspired by this sweater:



DSCF5224a
Found here- on Cozy Things, one of my favorite blogs.

I already know the basics of knitting- the knit/purl part of it. But I can only knit things that require straight lines- washcloths, scarves, etc. Boring!! The only thing keeping me from knitting (or crocheting, for that matter) something more interesting is the idea of following a pattern. I hate patterns! But, I really love this sweater, so I want to try it.
Knitting and crocheting (my straight lined items) is a way to keep my hands busy while I'm watching TV or movies. I hate just sitting and watching. I guess it makes me feel a little guilty. Like, "I should be making something right now, not sitting on my butt watching t.v." type of guilt.  I'm not quite sure how the pattern reading will fit in with the t.v. watching, but we'll see. Anywho, I'll keep you posted on the progress!
The first inspiration in weeks! Yay! Hopefully it will lead to more :)
Have a great evening!  Juli
Just Knit It Print
Image found here



Thursday, August 14, 2014

Blogger challenge, The End!, 8.14.14

It's the end of the blogger challenge! I've grouped these last topics together, because, well, they just go together. #24- A difficult time in my life, #28- The last time I cried and #27- what makes me feel better-always. One just kind of flows into the next. So, they became a group :)

Starting with #24- A difficult time in my life. Well, for those of you who have followed this blog for any length of time, you know the answer to that. (For those of you who are new to the blog, see this post.) So, I'm not going to re-hash it again. But what I really haven't written about (I don't think?) here is my divorce. That would be the next most difficult time in my life.



I won't go into too much detail here, but I've made it a point, since my divorce, to tell anyone who is going through or thinking that they may be going through a separation or divorce, to stop. Wait. Try harder. Then try even harder. And when you get advice from someone who has already been through what you are about to go through- listen. If someone else gives you the same advice- listen again.  (If it still doesn't work out, then at least you know you gave it every ounce of your effort.) Divorce, ESPECIALLY if you have kids, SUCKS.  For everyone involved. In my first marriage, I didn't try hard enough. I took an easy out. Except, what I didn't know then, is that it really wasn't going to be "easy" at all. Lesson learned, yes. But at my children's expense. It's not easy to live with that. So, I'm hoping that over the years my advice has been taken by a least one person and that at least one family was saved. That's how I deal with it, anyway. I can only hope.

Okay, moving on...the last time I cried. I have to say, I have really never been a big crier. But over the last three years, I feel like I've made up for a lifetime of crying. And I'm not talking about a little tear here and there or crying at the end of a sad movie. I'm talking about an uncontrollable cry that comes from a place so deep inside your gut that it feels like it is being ripped out of you (when we lost Ruben J) and another kind of cry that comes out of nowhere and lasts for hours (when I missed Eddie's first call home from Basic Training) and yet another kind of intense cry that comes from a place of relief and happiness (when I finally did get a call from Eddie). Too much loss and change at one time for me, for sure.  It was very overwhelming. The last time that I cried, though, was for a student who was killed in an accident in 2012. Although I had become closer to her than some of my other students, I still only knew her on the teacher/student level, so I was kind of surprised by my reaction. I guess, though, once those floodgates opened, it was all over with. And, so, I guess I have now become a bit of a crier. And, that's okay :)



Oh, my. This is a bit of a downer blog post, isn't it?! Well, lets move onto a lighter subject....

What makes me feel better, always? I bet you can guess! Yep, it's my kids. Whether it is Eddie doing one of his impressions or poking fun at my (imaginary!) lisp, or Little Man telling me not to worry and to live in the moment, or Sister being the patient, attentive, non-judgmental  listener that she is, they ALWAYS make me feel better, no matter what.
Have a great day! And stay tuned... I'm working on re-stocking at Blumenhof. The pouches, bibs and onesies all sold in the past, so I'll be working on those first. I'm also planning some small paintings and fiber wall hangings with a wine theme. I'll keep you posted!    Juli